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Created on 2007-08-10 18:20:33 (#13569669), last updated 2007-09-13

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Name:	failuregurl
Birthdate:	1982-08-15

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I'm almost 25 and totally dreading it. I am married and have 2 amazing kids. I don't know what i am...i know this site is for anorexics and dont want to make anyone mad by being on here. I'm not anorexic...i just am a failure and food controls my life. I hate food but love it so much. I know that sounds dumb. I have a lot of guilt when i do eat and i hate feeling that way. Why can't i just be naturally skinny?? Why do i always have to feel so guilty?? I've been struggling most of my life with accepting who i am. I've always had this intense fear of being fat. And now that i've had kids i'm such a blob. I currently weigh 125 lbs but my goal right now is 115. I've gotten to the point of doing so well and then eating something and purging it. I just get so disgusted. I'm so gross.

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and working out., being with my husband, playing with my kids, reading, watching movies

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